I wouldn’t even know what to do if the word “no” escapes your lips. And yet, if it doesn’t happen soon then it probably won’t. I so very much hope that it does, because I will continue to wish for it. I will continue to wish for it until I can no longer convince myself of it. Once it dies in me, then it is gone forever. The feeling can’t come back unchanged. So if you feel it too, please let me know. I can’t help but feel that time is running out.